...is that it hurts.
I've been a pain sufferer for a few years now, and I have learned to live with it for the most part. Sometimes the pain is worse than others, and sometimes this continues for a few days, preventing the pain killers I take from providing me with the control I need. This is harder to bear.
This is such a time. I am weary with it and I feel sick inside from absorbing so much. I wish it could stop. I also resent the way it diminishes my effectiveness. If you don't know what I am going on about, then I am sorry. I had a medical problem which led to my right leg becoming pretty badly tissue-damaged. Nerve regeneration and various other issues have led to a load of pain, not helped by my rather massive size.
So there you have it. Sometimes it's bad, sometimes it's better.
Right now it's bad.